December 2009
61 posts
things
maybe i am a bit loud
and a bit awkward
and maybe i do stomp when i walk
because yes i am a bit bigger
and im sorry im not “normal”
and maybe i dont take good photos
and yes my hair is always out of place and a bit awkward to look at.
and fine i do laugh too much.
and yes i talk a lot too
and sometimes i dont talk at all.
maybe i do need more help to get by than you did.
...
if someone asked me, who it was that knows me...
why is it such a struggle with parents?
uh i hate it, why cant they just be a bit chilled?
i refuse
to let you steal my passion
rob me of faith
misplace my love.
to believe the lies
that there is happiness
there is meaning
there is reason
without Him.
i cant understand myself
and i cant run.
i cant hide.
im so angry.
at myself? at you?
i dont know.
but im fed up
and i refuse.
and these words will crumble
and my facade will fall
but in this moment
this is my sincerity
and when...
Tenth Avenue North - By Your Side
I am understood?
Sometimes it’s embarrassing to talk to you To hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through This version of myself I try to hide behind I’ll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified And sometimes I’m so thankful for your loyalty Your love regardless of The mistakes I make will spoil me My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you’ve given...
And through the times I've faded and you've...
tabethalynn:
Tik Tok Parody (:
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craigyslife
hey :)
copaface:scarsandstories:thatjeffreyguy:ithreatenedtostapleher:swingsets:forthesakeofmotion: The Controversial Survey 1) Do you have the guts to answer these questions? guess so 2) Would you do meth if it was legalized? dont think so 3) Abortion: for or against it? against. always. 4) Do you think the world would fail with a female president? of course not 5) Do you believe in the death penalty?...
Alice Practice - Crystal Castles
whos seen paranormal activity?
why cant i be this awake in the morning.. or...
patchi:
You Found Me - The Fray
this song...
1 tag
Do they know its christmas time at all?
Does anyone feel weird about the distribution of food consumption on this christmas day?
I do.
As always, I have eaten so much that I feel sick and heavy. But hey, its Christmas and all the traditions have to be fufilled….
But does it seem right that we spent four possibly five times the amount of money on food than we could have done when today, 100,000 people died from lack of food.^
...
sexmusic:
i want you (she’s so heavy) // the...
“And on a dark cold night
Under full moonlight
He flies into a fog
Like a...”
– The Nightmare Before Christmas (via copaface) im watching this now geniee poo!
ill take a bad day over a boring day any day.
i think.
that i
have simply put my fears in a box of memories
under my bed.
does that make me brave
or only more afraid.
where has everyone gone? i started tumbling a bit...
it will soon be time for my yearly self evaluation...
i want to have something. something that i can...
“If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy the...”
– C.S. Lewis
i hope curves come back into fashion soon.
all this 21st century stick-figure fashion is crap.
i hope my kids dont have to deal with it.
to do tomorrow: FAIL
put up my world map
go to the gym
write out an eating plan
wash my hair
get a hair cut
buy daddy’s christmas present
wrap my presents
write christmas cards
spend 1 hour with God
find prescription and get meds
post letters
call all zee people
do all of this before work at 4
all these little things i have to do.. i’ve become so so lazy. i work. i hang out with friends. i...
lost my plate
goodbye straight teeth?
patchwork quilt
there is an incredible amount i could write about right now.
but i need to be up in 7-8 hours. and i love sleep
plus, where would i start?
Would i write about my attitude problem? my incredibe ability to destroy? My constant refusal to spend time with my Creator?
Or will i boast in the love i see pouring from those i know?; I feel like i am surrounded by people so much more acomplished than i...
1 tag
Watchme and chickunbainbridge. hahahaha
hsc marks.
have arrived.
come on atar.
please pray that the stupid atar formula system thing would work in my favour!
2.10am - December 16th 09
my midnight prayer:
Father
I feel like i cant even pray without your help.
I want my words to please you, I want for you to smile at my beauty.
But everything is a bit jumbled. and messy
I have this apathy that makes me smile and walk through the motions of living. And then i have this urgency that makes me jump at the thought of oppurtunity. And then i have this passion that makes me angry...
1 tag
time. thats what i want. more time.
classyliving:
heisjealousforme:
You Hold Me...
and then there were seven.
we just bought a baby puppy!!!
pictures to come :)
18 :)
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why do bodies break so easily?
my gum hurts.
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