ubuntu
when i am alone - in that moment when i wake up to the day; free of the desire to impress, of the fear of judgment, of the need to perform this play of self - the self that they see.
is that person me?
or when i am in conversation, when i am listening and being listened to, when i find reason to laugh with another… when i decide what to put on my face and how to dress my body.. when i turn off my thoughts for long enough to engage in small tasks…
is that person me?
i feel as if, we are all rolling through the unverise .. and only ignited, alive.. when we collide with each other.
because by myself.. really who am i? i am not funny… i am not attractive or ugly.. i am not intelligent or useful, i am not annoying or encouraging.. i am simply alone.
until i crash into another tumbling soul, and my personality is ignited.. my charector can not be measured against another.
is charector relative? and can personality exist in a vacuum?
or, is a person only a person through other people?