learning a person
its a funny buisness learning people.
it takes more than a life time .. and because we constantly changing , flowing.. moving.. its impossible to keep up.
but we make progress… with much focus and attention, i have found it possible to discover things about a person that make them more real. tangible.. logical? probably not logical.
but learning yourself.. it seems even more difficult.
i have been attempting to do so recently.
and its been interesting. because the things i thought i knew… have changed. and i dont quite know whats happened to me. perhaps im growing up. perhaps im conforming.. im not sure.
the things that make me feel real.. the places i get my confidence from.. the things that make me smile… the times when id prefer to be sad. when tears are helpful and when they make things worse. what i need to care about.. what i actually care about. the things that are worth nourishing.. the things in me that i should change. habits that i should break.. or form.
all these things…
confidence. i think iv discovered that the thing that makes a person attractive is confidence. and to be confident in ones self, you have to know who that person is.
so im learning.
